There’s always a constant battle in life between the good and the bad. A battle between the divine, and the evil. In our lives, it’s up to us to make that distinction and we have to do it quick, like Clint East would (No pun intended). The battle, is of three things, the good, the bad and the divine. While the good is from the divine, theologically, there is also a good that we might be distracted of. This is the world’s view of good, or what might be good. Life is full of good things, and as sensible beings, we desire everything that is good, or what makes us feel good, or be good. We hear from philosophers that the good, is that which is desirable, meaning we desire it, we want it constantly. This is why we sin, because in our eyes it’s good and pleasing to us. Sin has to have something ‘good’ about it or else we wouldn’t do it, right. There is good, because it’s pleasing, but it might not always be healthy. What we don’t see, is that most times, our desire for the divine goodness is shortened and we turn to those things that aren’t good for us. It’s like we cheat ourselves from experiening that divine goodness. All of life, from beginning to it’s end, leads and points us to the divine goodness. We are slowly, ordered, prepared and led to this great goodness that God wants us to experience. Where we fall short is when we turn to something false, something that only pleases us for a moment and then it’s gone. The cool message is to seek the divine goodness and look past those temporal things that take us further and further away from the divine hand. We become distracted and now what was bad becomes ‘good’ and that’s it, we don’t wanna move any further because we’re set. Now, there is no longer a move to experience a greater goodness, that divine goodness because, we are content with that ‘good’ the world gives us. So…
Don’t cheat yourself.
Don’t be content with the “bare-minimum.”
We should strive to seek God’s goodness everyday, start by recognizing that there IS a greater goodness, one that is eternal. Like I said, it’s a constant struggle, even for me. The battle is now, and it’s either life or death. The great thing is that this takes time, patience. I always want to be spot on, or be virtuous all of a sudden, like if it happens overnight. It doesn’t. Conversion is a process and takes prayer and silence even when it is hard. I read somewhere, that the hardest yet most effective prayer, is the prayer that comes when you don’t want to pray. It’s almost like we have to force ourselves to sit still, we have to literally sit and train our minds and our hearts to be faithful and fruitful. and It doesn’t happen overnight. Take steps and join me in being faithful in small matters first before the great matters. Often times we have to habituate, train and mold those small basic virtues before we can strive for those heroic virtues.